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hi i'm juliana and i'm addicted to tv shows and i love a lot of ships ♥
Anonymous
i'm not saying you shouldn't go ahead and experience with alcohol, but if you really think you need it to have fun, you're mistaken. you can go out with friends and have a good time without getting shwasted or blasted or whatever. you'll have plenty of time to drink and do that shit when you're older and able. like you said, you're ONLY fifteen. There's no rush to get involved with all of that shit.

Nope, I don’t think I need it to have fun. In fact, until today, I’ve had plenty of fun without a single sip of alcohol.

I know this is gonna sound crazy, but I’ve never felt like a teenager. I’ve always felt like an adult because of the pressure I’m put under. I never had friends to hang out in Friday nights. I’ve never went to a party, not because I wasn’t invited, but because I always thought I was too mature for it.

But then, I don’t know, it just hit me. I’m not an adult. I’m not supposed to worry about my future and my job and college when I’ve just turned 15. I wanna be like every single teenager I know, and I wanna experience things. Maybe I’ll probably never like alcohol and get drunk because of past experiences that not only helped in all of this “feeling like an adult thing” but also STILL affect me on a daily basis, but I’ll try new thing, I’ll live. When I’m older I wanna look back and say “oh wow shit i had good teenage years”. I don’t want my memories of teenage to be all from the internet.